Is 4 months a long time?
In the context of my life, obviously not. But in the context in which it matters (the past 4 years aka high school), it's a decent amount of time. It's 1/12th of that time.
Up until this week, it had been at least 4 months since I'd made proper use of my brain and my heart. I essentially shut them both off when high school ended. 4 months of nothing but scanning, running, and eating. I was indifferent to almost everything in my life, since neither my heart nor my mind were factors in my decisions/ actions.
But with the start of school, at least my mind has started working again. No less than 90% of my peers dwarf me in intelligence, and I'm no good at journalism, but at least my mind is being distracted. Yay rah Frankenstein!
